Thursday, May 29, 2008

Just for you... Kevin!!


The more i think, the more i believe...

the more i see, the more i get deceived.
You have taken me where no one could…

you have given me a life a life to live….



.....Remember the days when I wasn’t me..

Remember the time when I just could not be,
what I am today...

When I remember it... I remember you,
i see you by my side always there for me...

When I remember it... I remember the bus ride,
paying my ticket and becoming a hero...

When I remember it... I remember the long wait,
you did not go coz I’d be alone...

When I remember it... I remember the park,
where we shared our fantasies…

When I remember it... I remember the stop,
where I cried for hours together...

When I remember it... I remember Kevin,
who sat by me always taking care...

When I remember it... I remember the walks,
holding my hand telling me ways...

When I remember it... I remember Nirulas,
where we clicked pictures for the first time...

When I remember it... I remember this rain,
which I enjoyed to the fullest with you guys...

The days are so clear... I can see them right here... next to me...
I crave to have them back, forever again...


But when I look again,

I see so many more days.. so much more that you have given me..


Just yesterday when you hugged me,
just yesterday in the car when you closed my eyes with your hands,
just yesterday when you called me ‘bubba’,
just yesterday when I was so happy to see you happy,
just yesterday when you held me hand,
just yesterday when you ate from my hand,
just yesterday when i loved to see the three of us together,
just yesterday when you were so naughty,
just yesterday when u n abhi made fun of me,
just yesterday when u did listen when i wanted to,
just yesterday when u fought with the parking wala,
just yesterday when u ate chocolate slowly...

just yesterday Kevin … missing it !

Love you so much.. so so so muchh..
you're my best friend.. my sweetheart .. my child.. my darling.. my baby!
my bubba
baba will bless you always .. Sai Ram